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So I've managed to invoke the unwavering attention of one particular Jesus Freak.

Among other things, he's already wished me a brutal death multiple times and, since replying to my comments obsessively wasn't enough, he's taken to sending me Spiritual Warfare rhetoric via notes.

I just found this in my inbox :stare:

"Heavenly Father, thank You for the authority to battle against the controlling powers of witchcraft

that attack me. In Jesus Name, I bind every negative, unscriptural word spoken against my life. I

break the power of confusion, torment, fear, control, and manipulation. I take captive every

vain imagination and high thought that is contrary to the word of GOD in my life.

I submit my will, thoughts, and life to the lordship of Christ and plead the blood of Jesus over my

mind, commanding stability, and order to prevail in my soul.

I break the power of witchcraft’s deception, seduction, sorcery, and intimidation, knowing that at

the name of Jesus every knee must bow.

I decree freedom from dark powers, Jezebel, false prophetic words, controllers, manipulators,

sorcerers, witches, counterfeits, soul ties, spiritual folly, soothsayers, lying spirits, lying dreams, and lying visions.

I repent of sin, both known and unknown and submit myself thoroughly to the lordship of Jesus

Christ and His word.

I clothe myself with God's armor and take up the weapons of my warfare that are not carnal but

mighty in the pulling down of strongholds.

I dedicate myself to the will of Jesus Christ alone for my life.

I repent of rebellion, pride, arrogance, spiritualism, control, manipulation, vain desires, not being

in church, and disrespecting the five-fold ascension gifts, and my leaders.

I renounce wrong associations, carrying witchcraft’s message, false motives, and hidden agendas.

Lord, your word says, “If I confess my sins YOU are faithful and just to forgive me of my sins and

cleanse me of all unrighteousness” Thank you, Jesus, that you will never leave me nor forsake me

even to the end of the age.

In Jesus Name, I seal this prayer by the blood of Jesus Christ. Amen."


This has been going on for over a week.

:iconfacepalmplz:

tl;dr Still waiting on those Super Special Jesus Powers to come smite me.

Your move, jerk.
I am well, first of all, though I know you probably wish otherwise.
 
I have a great love life, close friends, plenty of money, a book on its way to being published and a lovely little apartment, located halfway between a library and the graveyard you used to frequent.

I shouldn't miss you.

I shouldn't even think about you.

You stabbed me in the back and left me to bleed, slowly and painfully, though it took me a year to realize you'd done it.

Fuck. I'm pretty sure you even threw a hex my way at some point after the fact, knowingly or not.

I still don't really know why. Everyone says it was jealousy; I suppose I should believe them. Nothing else makes sense--though trust me, I tried my damnedest to find something.

I spent months blaming myself, trying desperately to figure out what I did wrong.

It took me a long time to realize you were pushing me away on purpose, and longer to understand why.

You cried when you first saw me. I wonder, now, if it was out of happiness or anguish.

Did you think I would be someone else?

Someone less than all I am...? Did you think my written avatar was an idealized version of myself, as yours supposedly was?

It's funny. I still found you the same way you described yourself. Beautiful, intelligent, talented...

I thought you were perfect; just in need of some self-love.

I wish you could see yourself the way I do.

I wish you could see your piercing eyes, your sardonic smile.

I wish you could see your curvaceousness, your charm, your natural grace that says 'fuck-you' to standards and forces the onlooker to catch his breath when you walk by.

Hell, you made me pale in comparison more than once, and I'm drop-dead gorgeous.

I still look at your pictures, astonished that something so stupid could have driven us apart.

What else can I say?

I miss you.

You can lie about me all you want, talk all the shit you can think up, indulge morons with agendas who hate me for their own petty reasons...

It cannot turn my heart.

If it were anyone else, I'd be fine.

I don't even miss my own mother.

But you...you were my best friend. My sister.

We built whole worlds together...

There's nothing to heal that wound.

I wanted very badly to hate you. I tried! I truly did.

But no matter how venomous I became, my soul still hurt.

I guess that's how all wicked witches start out, eh...? Hurt.

I don't expect to heal. As always I'll make the pain obey me, force it to do my bidding like anything else. It will serve its purpose.

Sometimes I wish I could see into your heart, see if you still burn, too...

Alas, that's something I'll never know.

More than anything, I just want you to remember me. I sure as hell ain't forgettin' you any time soon.

I carry a piece of malachite with me, tucked away my pendulum in my black bag of tricks. I can't hold it for very long; it's too much for me to bear, most days.

Then again, even thinking about you is too much, though I can't help that.

It murders me.

The person I loved most can't even look at me without subjecting herself to suffering so intense I cannot fathom it.

It was almost enough to make me disfigure myself, if only to ease your misery.

If I knew for a fact it would have helped, I probably would have.

I write this in hopes of relieving my melancholy; I never got to say a proper goodbye.

I know it's early, but...happy birthday.

I still wish you the best, Dorothy.

I'll be fine, as always.
Well! I don't remember the last time we had an LHP-exclusive thread. 

So let's hear it!

Where're our Left Hand Pathers? 

Tell us about your path! What do you practice? What are your main influences? Favorite writers? Other LHP practitioners you admire? Are you in occultist? Do you believe in real magic, or is it in a symbolic sense only? 

What does the LHP mean to you? 

Anyone else got somethin' so say? 

Ready, set, go.
So this exists:

hephzibah-girls.blogspot.com/

I...genuinely feel sick.

I can't even bring myself to use a humorous emote. 

I'm beside myself. 

And they're still in operation.

www.hephzibahhouse.org/

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Witchcraft was hung, in History,
But History and I
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Around us, every Day—

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:iconh-irsch:
h-irsch Featured By Owner 8 hours ago  Student Digital Artist
Hey girl, how have you been?
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:icondragonflae:
Dragonflae Featured By Owner 3 hours ago  Professional General Artist
Damn near mad :p

Yourself, love?
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h-irsch Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Hi, hope you are doing well. I hate to be a bother, but you're rather intelligent regarding a lot of things. So, I wanted to ask if you may have any knowledge regarding Luciferianism and other things, like Baphomet. I read some things, and to be honest with you, I rather liked it.
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Dragonflae Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Professional General Artist
Oh hey!

You're fine, lovely :)

I'm actually in all technicality a Luciferian priestess. Helping seekers is part of the job.

What can I do for you?
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h-irsch Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Digital Artist
This may be a long comment because I tend to ramble, so, prepare yourself. :lol:

As you already know, I'm a Scientologist. I've identified as a Scientologist since my freshman year of high school. I know you don't know much about Scientology, and we aren't here to discuss Scientology, but I felt this was worth a mention. There is evidence L. Ron Hubbard dabbled in witchcraft and Luciferianism, but this is kept secret from the Church of Scientology for obvious reasons. However, since no one, besides people like me, actually read L. Ron Hubbard's novels regarding Scientology philosophy, they probably don't know how similar Scientology is to some Luciferian philosophy, except you know, we like technology a lot.

My friend is a Luciferian, and he often describes it to me and he practically introduced me to it, and after reaching all his responses to me, discussing the subject in depth, I thought, "Wow, that's extremely similar to what I have in my religious notes, philosophical-wise and what I already believe."

I'm not really saying that I'll be converting any time soon, but I'm simply curious, and if you could describe anything or inform me about things that would be very cool of you.
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Dragonflae Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Professional General Artist
:) I'm flattered you came to me!

And lol, unlike most faiths, Luciferianism is pretty compatible with a number of other doctrines. You don't necessarily have to 'deconvert' from Scientology to be a Luciferian unless there are irresolvable doctrinal issues.

Once upon a time this was very common within pagan faiths.

For me personally, my Luciferianism is both philosophical and theistic; it is viewed through the lens of monism, pantheism and animism: I see Lucifer as one being among many, whose person I happen to relate to greatly. My own experiences with Him as a god are...interesting.

I view gods as paradoxical, complex conscious beings to begin with, whom possess multiple different forms, pasts, aspects and personalities that often interlap with those of other gods, archetypes, 'lesser' spirits and et cetera.

The Lucifer I know is essentially a pagan god, the male Venus, manifesting in Christian times under various different names, i.e. Satan and The Devil.

I have witnessed Him as everything from the dark lord of Hell to a joyous peacock god to a goddess of love and beauty.

Most often, I see Him as a divine Androgyne, with delicate, feminine features and a lithe, pale body.

His sacred animals are the serpent, the goat, the peacock and the black cat, sacred plants red roses, red apples and others such as those. His metal is copper, his stones emerald and rose quartz and haematite.

His philosophy is essentially about self-deification; He doesn't seem to give a rat's ass if He's worshipped(I've even seen Him scorn the thought); he'd apparently rather have companions than followers.

Curiosity, Knowledge, Wisdom, Beauty, Love, righteous Rebellion and Liberation...these are things I find most sacred to Him.

I personally relate to Him best on an erotic level. Others may see Him as a brother, a friend, a father figure or as entirely female, as His origins involve Him hopping about ancient Mesopotamia as both man and woman.

I know not which form came first--but I'm thinking goddess.

That said, I'm glad for the male aspect, as I've got mommy issues out the wazoo and need time to heal from them.

Mind you my interpretation doesn't seem very common; I can link you to numerous other forms of Luciferianism on request.

I hope that answered some things :)
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Syn99 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2016
Hi there! I was wondering if it'd be alright if I sent ya a note some time? 

I'm just now beginning to get into witchcraft and I'd love to talk to someone who has more experience in the craft. I don't exactly know any witches in the area so I'd love to speak to one ouo ( //has many questions and is super curious) 

its alright if not I just thought I'd ask Meow :3 
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Dragonflae Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2016  Professional General Artist
Note me anytime :) Always happy to help out the newbies.
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NeonNia Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2016  Student General Artist
I love how you write-
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